We Don't Always See What We're Looking At

July 16, 2008

On my birthday, I:
          >walked 5 miles
          >drank a mimosa the size of my head
          >had expertly groomed eyebrows
          >worked out with Britney Spears and Toney Little
          >ate an obscenely large dinner (and two desserts...)
          >cried

Money is liquid,

         not concrete.

April 8, 2008

Love

daffodils, hands down
summer fruit
learning to cook (and still not really being able to)
thinking that moving elsewhere will solve all my problems
when friends do things I don’t expect (plane ticket to Philly, anyone?)


Hate
dying daffodils
razor burn
the word "melange"
lack of lunch break
indecision

March 2, 2008

We don't always see what we're looking at.

            

                       Need                            

                       inspiration
                       to avoid illness

                       movement                      Want

                       chocolate                          passion

                       simplicity                       beer

                                                              a date

                                                            better skin

                                                                   simplicity

I don't like when people 

think they know what I'm about, 

and they don't.

February 10, 2008

Yes:
 

Tea. Food. Sketchbooks. Drawing. Making. Creating. 

Fantasizing. Writing. Walking fast. Wearing moccasins. People-watching. Eggs. Finding books to get lost in. Painting. Pondering. Pongering. Making up words.
Thinking. 

        Feeling. 

               Emoting. 

                      Trying to find good. Seeing. The ever-present challenge of making ends meet.

                                                                                                                            Destroying.

Existence. Souls. Meaning. Life. Jeans. Death. Music. 

Coffee mug collecting. Cell phone avoiding. Coffee indulging. 

     Lack of curtains. Abundance of shoes. Black. Sunshine. Sunglasses. 

            Making excuses to stay home. Wanting to go out. 

                  Coffee shops. Journals. Candles. Uncomfortably hot showers. 

                                                                                 Hairspray. Watercolors. 

                                                                                                               Time.